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# TABLE OF CONTENTS

INTROSPECTION

Using the, I say, simple method and applications I learned during an emerging psychosis experience in April-September 1996 and the years after, during which I got stuck in my sprouting at the age of 24, which I have been cautiously daring since 2021 because the problems associated with my diagnosis of autism spectrum disorder and psychosis sensitivity have largely been resolved since then and I have always believed in the rightness of my self-reflection method, which has been supplemented with web links to external related and interesting articles that have started to fascinate me in the course of life and a overview of my favorite watch and listen collection and tracking data and personal bookmark pages

INTRO

Introducing myself and the ideas behind the archive

- Olmyritulaer
  overview of my current diagnoses with external web links to detailed explanations per diagnosis and a first introduction to the archive and myself
- History
  very short impression of my life course
- Intrests
  a handy overview of my interests which I have always had and which have started to fascinate me, see also the bookmarks pages for more about that, can be found via the menu link “Resources”
- Explanation
  description of the archive's obsolete objective and a subtly modified newer variant of it
- Determined
  about my determination in the right of the self-reflection method over the years
- Inaccuracies
  facts and ethics which are incorrect in the original Wayback Machine Archive which have now been restored with correct rendering
- Experiment
  an alleged musical proof using the self-reflection method in combination with religion through a Sabbath experiment
- Sources
  links to an overview of my viewing and listening collections and tracking data and personal bookmark pages including a download link of the archive with extras in 7zip format

WMA

The material recovered and pulled to February 22, 2022 from the “Wayback Machine Archive” of December 4, 2004

THE STORY

The actual self-reflection method explained

- Foreword
  a second introduction this time to the restored archive
- Madness
  the introduction of the "thought sparring" mechanism with references to interesting external articles
- Examples
  explanation of how that mechanism can work when interpreting it with the German band "Enigma" used for this, including external link to it and nice visible synchronicity
- Rubbish
  even more explanation of the mechanism but now to take a certain attitude towards your loved ones and an approach to apply this during the music experience
- Experiences
  a brief but elaborate description from my memories of what actually happened in April-September 1996 in my experience world during an emerging psychosis
- Afterword
  a last word to end this with a nice quote to keep in mind if you reach this phase in your life of self-reflection and development

CONTRIBUTIONS

By family and third parties following the contents of the original Wayback Machine Archive

- Gerda
  the developments and views my mother encountered during my emerging psychosis
- Joseph
  the pursuit of my brother in my diagnosis of psychosis sensitivity
- J.V.
  his version of visual hallucinations and thought transfer
- Bill
  two examples of thought transfer and a deepening in it
- Michael
  his panic attacks and anecdote about his "Dirk van den Broek" experience in combination with his diagnosis of psychosis sensitivity
- Pien
  a beautifully described life experience and view in it
- Dineke
  how wrong things sometimes go in the initial development of psychosis sensitivity
- Everlast
  used a random case to reintroduce the concept of God
- Plink
  her method and the developments therein for coping with psychosis sensitivity without conventional aids