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# TABLE OF CONTENTS

## INTROSPECTION

Using the, I say, simple method and applications I learned during an emerging psychosis experience in April-September 1996 and the years after, during which I got stuck in my sprouting at the age of 24, which I have been cautiously daring since 2021 because the problems associated with my diagnosis of autism spectrum disorder and psychosis sensitivity have largely been resolved since then and I have always believed in the rightness of my self-reflection method, which has been supplemented with web links to external related and interesting articles that have started to fascinate me in the course of life and a overview of my favorite watch and listen collection and tracking data and personal bookmark pages

### INTRO

Introducing myself and the ideas behind the archive

- Olmyritulaer
  overview of my current diagnoses with external web links to detailed explanations per diagnosis and a first introduction to the archive and myself
- History
  very short impression of my life course
- Intrests
  a handy overview of my interests which I have always had and which have started to fascinate me, see also the bookmarks pages for more about that, can be found via the menu link “Sources”
- Explanation
  description of the archive's obsolete objective and a subtly modified newer variant of it
- Determined
  about my determination in the right of the self-reflection method
- Inaccuracies
  facts and ethics which are incorrect in the original Wayback Machine Archive which have now been restored with correct rendering
- Experiment
  an alleged musical proof using the self-reflection method in combination with religion through a Sabbath experiment
- Sources
  links to an overview of my viewing and listening collections and tracking data and personal bookmark pages including a download link of the archive with extras in 7zip format

### WMA

The material recovered and pulled to February 22, 2022 from the “Wayback Machine Archive” of December 4, 2004

### THE STORY

The actual self-reflection method explained

- Foreword
  a second introduction this time to the restored archive
- Madness
  the introduction of the "thought sparring" mechanism with references to interesting external articles
- Examples
  explanation of how that mechanism can work when interpreting it with the German band "Enigma" used for this, including external link to it and nice visible synchronicity
- Rubbish
  even more explanation of the mechanism but now to take a certain attitude towards your loved ones and an approach to apply this during the music experience
- Experiences
  a brief but elaborate description from my memories of what actually happened in April-September 1996 in my experience world during an emerging psychosis
- Afterword
  a last word to end this with a nice quote to keep in mind if you reach this phase in your life of self-reflection and development

### CONTRIBUTIONS

By family and third parties following the contents of the original Wayback Machine Archive

- Gerda
  the developments and views my mother encountered during my emerging psychosis
- Joseph
  the pursuit of my brother in my diagnosis of psychosis sensitivity
- J.V.
  his version of visual hallucinations and thought transfer
- Bill
  two examples of thought transfer and a deepening in it
- Michael
  his panic attacks and anecdote about his "Dirk van den Broek" experience in combination with his diagnosis of psychosis sensitivity
- Pien
  a beautifully described life experience and view in it
- Dineke
  how wrong things sometimes go in the initial development of psychosis sensitivity
- Everlast
  used a random case to reintroduce the concept of God
- Plink
  her method and the developments therein for coping with psychosis sensitivity without conventional aids

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